taNya saMa haTi ❤

"tanya sama hati.. apa rasa sayang..

adakah tandanya nampak di pandang..

kumbang rayu bunga.. bulan dan bintangnya..

punya tanda² hubungan mesra..

tanya sama hati.. pernahkah merindu..

tiba masa lena.. apa mimpimu..

masa berjauhan.. apa nan di kenang..

bila difaham kn ITULAH SAYANG......."

incik hati     : hey.. alone??
cik amy      : ye.. 
incik hati     : can i be ur accompany??
cik amy      : yurp.. sure.. who r u??
incik hati     : juz kol me incik hati..
cik amy      : ok.. kol me cik amy..
incik hati     : i know u.. =p
cik amy      : uikss.. hmm.. ok.. hey incik hati.. awk sehat??
incik hati     : x brape la :(
cik amy      : napew neyh ?? is there smthing u wanna share ??
incik hati     : i juz don know what i'm feel rite now...
cik amy      : r u sad ?
incik hati     : yurp.. juz feel lost n little bit lonely..
cik amy      : same with me.. i just lost my heart..
incik hati     : i know what u feel.. bcoz we both r same..
cik amy      : yeayhh.. n u know what.. i think i'll be better when i'm feel like this..
incik hati     : y u said that?
cik amy      : ye la.. at least i've a feeling =p i'm not that 'heartless'
incik hati     : hey.. try to close ur eyes 4 a second..
cik amy      : y ??
incik hati     : buat jew la..
cik amy      : ok.. hmmm......
incik hati     :what r u feel rite now??
cik amy      : i feel release.. bliss...
incik hati     : n now.. ask urself.. is this what u want?? u want to b like this 4 ever??
cik amy      : hmmmmm...
incik hati     : cammon amy.. wake up.. u'r not spposed 2 b like this..
cik amy      : :(
incik hati     : b realistic... u'r strong babe..
cik amy      : thanx.. i'll try..
incik hati     : no.. u not sppose 2 say try.. u MUST..
cik amy      : ok.. but.. who really r u incik hati..
incik hati     : i'm ur lost HEART...

tanya sama hatii..

bnyk kli da aku tnye sbnrnye..

but slalu x dpt jwapan..

kdang² mnde yg aku rase x same nan ape yg aku pk kn..

tp de owg ckp.. ekot kate hati.. then bru pk pew yg nk wat..

aku slalu wat cmtu..

tp napew slalu jew mcm salah ek..

i mean.. tndakan yg aku amek tu slalu ending die sgt trok..

smpai aku pk.. bek aku neyh x dew hati.. n lg elok lau aku neyh xdew prasaan.. heartless..

kalo aku x dew prasaan xdew la aku rase saket..

sbb slame neyh an.. kbnykkn mnde yg aku wat ending die sad jew..

n then aku ter pk.. xdew kew bhagia utk aku??

am i not mean to b happy??

huhuhu.. sbb tu owg ckp.. tanya sama hati=p

kalo dok asek trpk jew kn.. mcm² kite pk..

kdang² x logik pon ade gak.. haha..

based pew yg aku nmpk an.. owg slalu wat tindakan based on pew dorg pk kn..

ati dowg ckp len.. n then dowg buat ape yg dowg pk btol..

tu la yg aku slalu wat.. tndakan yg agak gelojoh =p

smpai kdang² mmbinasakan dri sndri..

hmmm.. nk nyesal skang pon x gne an..

xpew la.. yg penting pew yg jd furure nnti..

past is past.. lets bygones be bygones..

idop cume skali !! yg penting ENJOY !!! ^_^

cuk0p smpai sini jew la :(

tersentap... terpaku.. terdiam..

tu jew leyh aku ckp an skang...

status die yg sgt² mnyentap ati aku..

"i will alwes love u" dgn pic pompuan len...

mnyedarkn aku bhawa.. ati die da jauh dr aku..

die bukan milik aku da..

die mukan utk aku :(

spatotnye aku sedar dr saat kami da xdew pape....

tp ati aku kuat..

aku ckp aku nk tnggu die..

tp skang.. da hancur.. luluh... ckop la status tu merungkai kn sgalenye..

saket.. saket sgt² :(

plan nk jmpe mse befday aku t juz tnggal plan..:(

die da xdew lam idop aku.. die da pegi.. die da de owg len..

Ya Allah.. kuatkn la ati aku...

dont let my tears come out again bcoz of HIM..

ckop la aku nanes sbb die..

kalo mmg btol die mukan utk aku.. aku trime..

dgn rela even amat mnyakitkn..

theres no words cn describe wat i feel rite know...

really² HURT :(

hey incik cinte.. aku lpaskan ko pegi dr ati aku.. utk slamenye...

x kn aku brpaling pd ko da.. x kn aku tnggu ko da..

ko taw x penantian tu stu penyeksaan..

lbeyh2 ag kalo penantian yg x dew kpastian..

aku ingt ko setia nan hati ko..

ko setia nan words² ko ckp kt aku..

but now i'm realise.. aku juz brmimpi jew nk dptkn secebis kejujuran n kesetiaan dr hati ko..

even sbb aku nan ko da x brsame lg pon mukan sbb slh aku..

hey incik cinte.. pergila ko.. dgn pmpuan pilihan ko.. lenyapkan la dri ko dr ati aku :(

da ckop aku trseksa dgn permainan ko neyh :(

ckop la smpai sni jew incik cinte......ckop....... :(

ko pnah ckp.. kite pnah share ati..

sparoh ati ko kt aku.. n sparoh ati aku kt ko...

n now.. aku pulang lek ati ko kt ko... </3

c1Nta :kau bukan MILIKKU..

Kau bukan milikku, dah ku tahu segalanya…

Namun hati ini dah terukir namamu…

Mana mungkin aku mampu hapuskan

Ukiran namamu dihatiku…

Pedihnya sekadar menjadi penyinta bisu,

Lebih pedih bila tahu kau milik seseorang…

Aku tak mampu lakukan apa-apa…

Hatimu tak mungkin dapat kutakluki…

Aku sedar hati aku milikmu….

Tapi hatimu miliknya…

Jangan hantui hidupku lagi dengan

Bayanganmu…kerna hatiku luluh…

Jangan muncul dalam kotak ingatanku…

Walaupun hidupku bakal bergelap tanpa dirimu…

Tapi biarlah…

Daripada aku terus berendam air mata…

Sesuatu yang bukan milikku…

Takkan pernah jadi milikku…

Selamanya…

Maafkan aku kerana terlalu menyayangi insan

Sepertimu…

Maafkan aku kerana terlalu mengimpikan

Dirimu jadi milikku…

Moga kau bahagia bersamanya…

Selamanya…

pic sekadar hiasan =p 

MOOD : n3ed u n0w :'(

picture perfect memories

scattered all around the floor

reaching 4 the fon cause

i cant fight it anymore :(

n i wonder if i ever cross ur mind

4 me it happens all the time..

"Its a quarter after 1.. Im all alone and 

I need u now :(

Said I wouldnt come.. but I lost all control and 

I need u now:(

And I dont know how I can do without.. 

I JUZ NEED U NOW!! :( "

another shot of whiskey

cant stop looking at the door

wishing ud come swipping

in the way u did b4 

n i wonder if i ever cross ur mind

4 me it happens all the time..

"Its a quarter after 1.. Im all alone and 

I need u now :(

Said I wouldnt come.. but I lost all control and 

I need u now:(

And I dont know how I can do without.. 

I JUZ NEED U NOW!! :( "

yes id rather hurt then feel nothing at all

"Its a quarter after 1.. Im all alone and 

I need u now :(

n Said I wouldnt come.. but im a little drunk and 

I need u now:(

         And I dont know how I can do without.. 

         I JUZ NEED U NOW!! :("

I JUZ NEED U NOW!! :( 

Hey incik Blog !!

nk ngadu rini leyh x :(

xdew owg nk wat tmpat ngadu neyh..

ngadu n meroyan kt sni pon jd la :(

n 'U' spposed to b my diary rite??? so juz accept what i want to type :(

actually i'm very2 frustrating to my lappy..

u know y ???

sbb beliau ske mampos scare tibe2..!!! ughhhhhhh !!!

bnyk mnde yg kne start wat lek gara2 beliau mati scare tbe2..:(

one of it is updating this blog :(

td de edit smthing taw.. konon nk wat bling2.. da embed code..

then suddenly !!! pop !! switch OFF !!

siyesly aku bengang gilew2 :((

ble watch muvee n utube the same thing happen..

muvee yg spposly hbis in 1 n half hour da jd about 1 day... grrrrrrr....

tgh sdap2 dok chatting nan MISS BEAR gitu gak.. leyh lak mati tbe2 :(

what i'm sppose to do??

kne anta lappy neyh p pomat blk kew???

abah msti bising t..

yela.. die lg rela x anta lappy neyh kot.. sbb aku 24 jam dok ngadap..

t mule la die bg cramah free.. dok on9 24 jam mne lappy x jem.. so on n so on..

hey INCIK BLOG.. pd pndapat ko pew yg aku ptot wat ??? :(

nk p anta pomat sndrik kew???? ane de wet..

taw an aku neyh jobless...

bru nk nyesal.. bru pk nk keje...

bru taw betapa pentingnye DUIT !! :((

da x dew mud da nk karang mnde2 yg bes rini.. spoiled btol la incik lappy neyh...

satgi2.. la smbong story :(

really2 not in the mood now...

THE END~~~

Yaya oh Yaya

rini an aku dikejutkn dhn ketukn dr dak yg comey (:

taw pew die ckp???? kak mi... kak mi... bngon.. yaya dtg neyh...

alahai sweet nye die :">

comey an die neyh :p nme die ARDEA HANIM.. kami pnggil die YAYA :p

mama aku start jge die dr bru lahir.. lam 3 bln cmtu..

nme die ardea hanim.. skang da umo 3 taon stengah..

ske tol die neyh kaco aku.. n mmg die sgt mnje nan aku =p

dlu an die pelat ag.. pnggil aku pon tami.. hahhahaha.. cm keling pon ade..=p

skang da fasih ckp.. lau die bebel an non stop =p

ari2 aku x bosan la dgn kehadiran dak kecik neyh..

mama n abah aku pon obviously mmg nmpk sgt syg kt c yaya neyh=p

mukan takat mama n abah aku jew.. atok nenek spupu mak sdara seme2 la.. ske nan telatah dak kecik neyh :p

da la bnyak ckp.. hahahahhaa=p

tp die neyh da p skolah da.. skolah kt affan.. da pndai bce doa.. bce ABC.. bce 123.. alif ba ta..

n die ske sing.. lgu2 dak kecik tu.. mcm twinkle² lityle star.. Mc donald had a farm.. air pasang pg..nenek kebayan..

stu persamaan aku nan die ialah KAMI SKE PINK !!! =p

leyh kate kn brg² die seme kale pink.. ske sgt tgk die men msk².. men ptong barbie..

siyes tringat zaman aku mude2 dlu =p

hari² aku sgt la x bosan lau die ade.. even ari sbtu n ahad pon kdang² aku p amek die at umah smate² nk men nan die :p

rmbot die mcm barbie :p curly n perang...

hey YAYA.. ko sungguh comel OK!!!~~

tu antre pic² dak comey neyh.. dr die kecik smpai la umo 3 taon stengah.. huhu.. 

comel kn die neyh :(

wish to hve anak mcm beliau.. hahahaha =p

neyh jew cite sal dak kecik neyh.. yg da kaco aku dr tito yg lena..

aku da la tito kol 9 pg td.. die lak dtg kejot kol 11 pg.. hahahahha

tp aku sonok men nan die :p

nantok cmne pon leyh ilang lau dgr die gelak n bebel..

aku sgt² syg dak kecik neyh!!! muahhxxxxx !! :*

All ab0ut him

aku neyh an.. cm x leyh nk trime kenyataan jew an.. hahahah

die da de owg len.. how can i still remember him 8->

tp.. itula :( nk wat cmne an.. ati n prasaan x leyh nk dipkse..

mybe skang aku taleyh lpe.. but 1 day i'll 4 get him.. 4ever.. :)

lame da kot knal die.. n bnyk sgt knangan.. tu yg wat aku x leyh lpe die kot..

ske sgt dgr sore die.. suwitttt :p die ske ckp "shaye" "awak"

sounds like gedix rite??? hahahha..

but 4 me its sweets :p

anyway.. theres not many happiness time with him..

sbb aku n die ske gadoh.. hahahah

leyh ckp ari2 gadoh..

kn da ckp td.. i love to figth >:) muahahhahaha

tp die neyh lain taw.. kalo gadoh an..

jgn melawan...

bia die cool sndri.. n tayah kaco die or bukak lek topik sal gadoh..

t otomatik die akn cool sndrik :p

yg sweet nye lau gadoh n tros snyap gitu jew an.. die akn kol :p

then we'll talking smpai evrthing turn to normal:p

tp die sgt2 unpredictable..

mood die leyh tuka lam sekelip mate

sbb tu we're not mean to be together

aku ske majok n then die sgt panas baran

n 1 of the sweet thing i know about him.. die takot kucing..!! 

muahahahhahahah >:)

tp 1 jew aku plek.. even mcm2 pon die maki aku.. ckp mcm2.. n tdoh mcm2..

sket pon aku x benci die..

marah tu ade la an kejap jew.. pastu ok lek.. 

kalo owg len kn msti x trime da laki cmtu an????

tp aku..?? hahaha 2 kali aku trime die :p

even nan sapew pon aku kapel b4 die n after die seme taleyh lwn die :(

die sgt2 childish.. n mmg die bdak pon :p

die bnyk aja aku mnde bru.. psal hidup...

die sgt addict pd music..

kalo kami pm an.. msti ade jew topic music tu..

die ske bnde2 yg rare :p even lgu yg die dgr pon lgu yg x pemes n jarang kite dgr :p

tu yg beza an die dgn mnde len..

bnde yg pling wat aku nyesal skali an..

mse aku gadoh nan die.. aku ungkit psal mama die:(

mama die da xdew.. aku taw die taleyh lau owg ungkit mnde tu.. 

tu kelemahan die.. tp aku trsbot gak..

almaklum ah mse tu tgh mrh an.. mne pk pape..

sbot jew.. tu la mnde yg pling aku nyesal skali..

n x spatotnye aku ungkit bnde tu..

die sgt manje ngan mama die.. pemergian mama die da tnggalkn stu impak yg bsar lam idop die..

sbb tu la die mnje... sgt2 mnja.. n kuat nanes :p

i really2 miss him.. miss the time we being together..

miss the time we laugh together :p

x rmai pon taw aku nan die neyh.. even member baek aku sndri tataw..huhu

die x ske kecoh2 n die x nk owg taw.. tu stu bnde aku ske sal die :p

tp skang die da de owg len.. utk die blk nan aku smule tu mmg impossible..

xpew la.. aku doakan die bhagia nan owg yg die plih... even aku x dpt lpekan die..

utk lihat kbahagiaan die pon aku da ckop happy...

"mencintai tak semestinya memiliki.............."

just remember! (:

bile x tito neyh kn teringat lak kt som1..huhu

lgu neyh wat aku ingt die..

actually aku x pnah lpe die pon..

someone special in my life..

tp die da pegi.. tnggal aku sowg2 :p

seme sbb 1 of misunderstanding..

but he refused to know the truth..

since that day i juz ignored when i see him..

juz pretend like dont know him b4..

but its hurt.. so much..

if he know how much i care 4 him..

2 kali baek.. n 2 kali ptos..

but 4 the last time neyh juz bertahan bout aweek..

sad but its true...

"well.. hey.. so much i need to say

been lonely since that day.. the day you went away

so sad but true..for lonely since the day

the day you went away............." 

 

 what i want to say juz.. i dont know how to forget u :(

everyday.. every second.. juz remember all about u... ur song.. ur voice..

tp sy kne kuat \m/ lets bygone be bygones...

but incik cinta.. if u read this.. i juz wanna say.. i never 4get u :) never :)

just started........

just started......

i'm juz a simple n ordinary girl..

like others..

who have a big heart <3

enjoy to do anything in my life..

enjoy fighting.. hahahaha

know me first then u judge it..

dont simply judge without know me..

have many haters.. hahaha.. dont know y :p

n also have many frends.. mean gud n understanding frend..

like to chatting.. A LOT !!!! ^_^

juz finished my diploma.. hurm.. want to cont it but dont know when..

i'm not working  :p want to know y ????? sbb sy MALAS!!! hahahaha :p

live happily with my sweet family..

i have a lovely parents.. n sweety siblings..

i'm the eldest :p but looks like i'm the youngest :">

y?????? bcoz i'm so so so MANJA :"> n gedix :p

very2 like to cry.. although when watching sad drama also my tears will come out.. hahahha

very2 sensitive rite :p

to people who dont even know me yet alwes said that i'm too arrogant

bcoz i dont like to smile..:p

but to people who know me..

they will said that i'm too sweet :"> n friendly :D

know me first :p

and... this is me............. enjoy :*